Sunday, October 14, 2012

Free Falling

I remember saying in that Happily Ever After way "I have so much to tell and I will right here on my blog." The world was all sparkly and fresh. I was going to create a home for my man, find a job and  well, pretty much change the world or at least take it by storm. Then I became the Dean Of Enrollment  and moved three times in what I am told is Proper Dallas(I always thought you put the proper after the Dallas but I guess it is said differently here?), finally buying a place within a year and a half of that promise.  I was never allowed to roll my eyes or sign when I was young but if you could see me you would witness the mother of all eye rolling.. signing going down as I type.  HA.

Ah right , yes Well then, here we are getting the band back together,  so to speak, after three years. Life caught up with a vengeance.  I worked twelve to fourteen hour days and traveled the world. House.  What house? I rarely saw it. I did see Australia  China, Brazil, much of Canada, most of the US, including Alaska and Hawaii, but not much of my house. Now, I am looking for a new job. I want a job that gives me a bit of time to enjoy my space. One that will allow me to enjoy working my eCommerce  site and actually have time to blog about it. justinab.com  (That is another story)
  I am not opposed to hard work and long hours but is this what I am suppose to do?   I am looking, seeking, waiting, praying....change is not exactly fun,  you know the"any time great change comes there is chaos " Well, I am living it with no contract in sight and, no matter my efforts,  no new job waiting. Funny how faith suddenly shows up in a big way when it is all you have from which to draw.  What a life, and to think , three years ago I was laminating bad hair.

Hear that song Free Falling playing in the back ground of this post. 



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